This is LeGeNdFrEaK
Okay, I know its like almost 1 week since I updated but still!!!
You're Physical and Mental need of this freak at 7:21 AM Sorry, recently have been too busy to blog...
Wednesday went just for NDT...
Forgot that it started at 10!!!
Reached school area around 7.30!!!!
Sigh, damn dumb... Luckily brought laptop...
Loaded some anime and read manga till 9.50 than went to class...
Did my report writing....
After that the rest went for their practical...
Our Radio practical is split into group 1 and 2 luh....
So afternoon is group 2... Monday morning was group 1, my group...
Went to some block.. Slack awhile before trying to complete our project...
Completed it around 4... Suppose to leave but Sabiq gf came...
So slacked and talked and played awhile...
After that went home... Too tried that once I ate I went to sleep...
Thursday suppose to start lesson on 8...
Teacher changed it to 9... around 10.45 we had to present our project...
So we had our theory... Almost fell asleep...
Messaged daddy!!! After that went for the presentation...
No one really came to our booth haha... That sucked!!!
So much for our hard work!!! After the presentation, rushed back..
Brought my grandmother to polyclinic for checkup!!
POLYCLINIC staff is damn dumb luh!!!
Every thing also differ to another place!!!
Stupid, make me go round and round!!!
Its just 1 bloody blood test that I ask for luh!!!
After that brought her home... Left house around 5.45...
Went for some play... Called animal farm...
Quite funny!! After that went to slack before going home...
Wanted to use the com....
But than fell asleep just as I switched on the com....
Friday went for life skills... The project lesson...
teacher talked to us about our project....
Mostly bad things... Sigh....
after that went for CSR... Well, lesson got cancelled cause teacher came late...
Did some admin stuff than left already...
Afternoon had BAMA practical... More like extra lessons luh...
So hang around cause I finished my work already...
Helped the others too... Stupid John and Lohesh sabo me also... KNS..
If they never go tell teacher that the tools spoil even thought I reported it...
I won't kena anything luh!! Stupid bastards!!!
After that got a teacher to help fix the tools and all that...
Than went to help to do Jerry's work...
He had some thing on and he has not been able to do much for his work....
So rushed for him his in the last minute...
Left a few more for him to do... Hopefully teacher lets him to do it....
Sigh, why does life always have to have back stabs and betrayal??
Why can't every one just be equal to each another!!!???
Stupid humans!!!
You're Physical and Mental need of this freak at 9:27 PM Sorry, didn't update yesterday...
Didn't stay at home, went to my cousin house to study...
Yesterday had practical test, also called phrase test...
Hm, didn't do well for it at all =(
Did a fatal mistake for the practical part...
Didn't answer any question correctly either...
Sigh, confirm fail that practical already...
Damn F$@KED UP LUH!!!!
I got all the difficult question lor!!!
NBCCB!!!! Stupid!!!
When lunch that time teacher say he disappointed in me!!
WTF!!!! I tried my best sia!!!!
Afternoon practical rushed out my work cause last day..
Managed to finish it!!!
Last minute manage to rivet 1 last rivet...
Than within 5 minutes rivet 8 rivets for syiqa!!
Its like starting you may be slow, yes I understand...
But than you should be fast after like 5 riveting luh!!
Mark hold up his own queue...
My side finished 3 guys than Mark finished!!
Sigh, pity those people not yet do finish yet..
Last day leh!!! Hopefully Mr Simon let the class do on Friday afternoon again...
Today went to school, freaking tired!!
Couldn't even concentrate during lesson!!
Mr Simon teach that time I was almost dozing off already!!
Sigh, lacking of sleep right now...
Had my test before theory...
When I finished, handed my paper...
Pack my stuff, talked to Sabiq...
Forgot he not yet hand in the paper!!!
Mr Simon was like "you all trying to cheat is it!?
Want me void your test paper!!"
Its like how dumb am I luh!! Never see Sabiq still doing!!!
Luckily Mr Simon gave chance!!!
Afternoon had P.E...
Played badminton and slack...
Played this game of guessing numbers with the girls and a few guys...
You have to guess the number, if you guess correctly, you have to do forfeit...
The aim is to not win!!
Had fun with it!! =)
Even P.E teacher was okay with the game...
Next week I'm so playing it again!!
Can slack!! But have to start training for NAFA also =.="
Sigh!! So lazy to even do it luh!!
Every thing also cannot do already!!
Mummy, I miss you!!!
Miss not talking to you!!!
Miss not being able to really have a good laugh with you!!
Miss your HIGH times!!
Especially in the cab that day!!
I wish holidays can faster come!!
Than I get to see you again!!
And also to have that fun that we had!!
I bet daddy miss you too!!
Oh, yea, have to find time to meet daddy too!!
Sigh, why am I getting so busy now!!!
Mummy!!! I miss you!! and you never email me already =(
You're Physical and Mental need of this freak at 8:16 AM Woke up to a very cold morning...
Over slept half an hour!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!
Rushed out of house to get to school...
Left house without taking my hoody!! Damn dumb!!
So, got caught in the rain... I was shivering in the train luh!!!!
I'm wearing my coverall which covers my arms too but I was shivering!!
Most of the people were looking at me!!
Bet their thinking 'there's a wet cold monkey'
Haha, kidding only luh... No one was looking at me...
All busy rushing to get a sit... Typical Singaporean...
Went for class, was like, watching video all the way luh!!!
Who cares bout the group work thing... I did all I can!!
They don't wanna help than forget it!! I'm not doing all the work!!
After that went for out 'test'
This was quite easy actually.. Difficult is at the questions...
Any how answer lor!! Nothing went into my head from studying yesterday!!
Next week the real CSR test starts!!
The one that needs thermocouple and the sucking machine...
Hope I can do well!!! ><
After the test we had extra BAMA practical...
Asked teacher for it so that we can complete our unfinished work...
Every one took their freaking sweet time thats why!!
ASS!!! Never mind, I made use of my time there today...
Finished most of thing things already!!! =)
Now left riveting and sealing...
AND!!! I have no idea why every one keep calling me!!!
I'm one of the back few people but those advance ones all still ask me things!!
Felt like slapping them... Was doing our work from 1 -5!!!
An incident happen too... A tool spoiled...
We had to find the broken pieces!! and we have to dig the dustbin outside the class!!
The one outside was freaking disgusting!!! Most of the tissue wet!!
Eww, don't want to think about it already...
Couldn't find it and teacher just gave up...
After getting nagged, kept the tools...
Wanted to go home but heavy rain!!
Sain de lor... Got caught in the rain...
Didn't go home after reaching B.Batok.
Sat under the block and watch finish my japanese show on my mp3...
After that played some games....
Have been smoking too of course...
Thats the main reason why I didn't go home to do all those...
The situation of confusion is over...
The relationship is over...
But I have no idea why I hardly feel anything about it...
Is it because my feelings have faded into nothing?
Or am I too busy worrying bout my tests that I don't feel sad about it??
I don't know... But well, I single and available!!
Haha, kidding luh... Not planning to have a relationship till......
Maybe after NS if I'm going next year,
Or if I'm going poly maybe I will find one?
Who knows?? See how..
You're Physical and Mental need of this freak at 8:27 AM
Today suppose to have radio theory the whole day...
Teacher lump in CSR (composite structural repair) during lesson..
Bet he did it so that he can just shoot the test to us next Tuesday luh!!
So Simon was the one who teach us today for radio...
Mr Ong no more teaching us...
No more relax pace for the most difficult subject!!!
Tried catching up, missed quite a few thing...
After that CSR, was hardly listening... Started to have headache..
Lesson ended early...
Tried to do our project work after school...
Couldn't gauge the size of the pictures to print out sia!!!
Damn sain!! Have been trying at home too!!
But the thing is that even if we can make the picture to the size we thing is right,
we still can't print out!! No printer!!! ARGH!!!
Why must this kind of shit happens to me!!!
The most fucked up thing is that we need to hand it up tomorrow!!!
Holiday had too much camp already!! Didn't have time to do all those!!
Sigh!!! Hopefully something can work out...
Have not yet study for tomorrow's practical test...
Have been slacking and trying to do my project work so far...
Sigh, hopefully I can start to focus on my studies!!
Sigh, I got this feeling at its really over between me and her...
I have asked myself this "do I really still love her"
Although it was not a Yes or No,
I still got this weird feeling that makes me want to end it..
Even she have been saying we talk even lesser now...
My brother last night asked me too,
"do you still have feelings for her"??
In my heart, I'm really not sure!!!
I'm currently so busy with all my test and so on...
I don't even have time for her...
But I got this feeling that I want her by my side...
But at the same time has this feeling that my feeling for her has faded...
Sigh, I DON'T KNOW!!!!!
Hiax, some times life just like to keep slapping me in my face!!
You're Physical and Mental need of this freak at 7:12 AM Today woke up to a rainy day,
Didn't feel like going to school at all...
Forced myself out of the bed!!
That totally sucked!! Too tired to do any thing!!!
After that took my time to prepare and everything...
Still had so much time left!!! Like WTF!!!
Left house half an hour earlier...
Purposely alighted 1 stop further from the train...
Thought I could waste some time and than meet my friends..
Ended up he was already in school...
So went to school, disturbed John and Syiqa!!
Hahaha, they had to dance in 1 of our camp trip...
I've gotten the video down!! Muhahaha!!
Showed most of my classmates!!
They were like damn paiseh luh!! Reaction damn funny!!
After that we were split into groups of 3 once lesson started...
Did NDT(Non-Destructive Testing)today...
Used FPI(Fluorescent Penetrate Inspection)Method..
Was quite okay.. Fairly easy...
But not sure if we did it correctly..
Still have a report that has to be done...
After that clearing up...
Went to take my book that my friend forgot..
Ended up helping out to clear some leakage thing in the work area...
After clearing everything, we went back to our sit...
Teacher got angry cause there were people who were just watching...
Out of 33 people in our class, 1 was absent, 3 was cleaning...
Teacher was also angry cause the rest just sat there and talked...
Ended up afternoon lesson was cancelled....
So, sigh, nothing for me to do...
Stayed in school and played psp for awhile
After that talked to Tze Fook in the canteen...
Long time never talk to him this much already...
The last time was still in Fairfield...
So yea, talked to him till he had to go back to class than went back home...
Stayed under the block for 1 hour plus after reaching batok...
Smoked and tried to complete this song in DJ max fever....
Finally complete it!! MAX COMBO!!!! HAHAHA!!!
Spent more than 1 hour on the 1 song!!
After that went home...
Now I kinda realized that I'm freaking broke...
I'm only left with 29 bucks to survive me till next month 12!!
I'm so dead!! I wish money could just drop out from the sky!!
Sigh, if only my parents paid all the bills that they owe...
I could have used my 1.2k!!!
Sigh, my start to fast and hide my money from myself lao...
Must abstain from buying all the things I wanna eat!!!
Come on!! I'm sure you can do it!! JIAYOU!!! sigh.. =.=
Thats what I will think but I'm sure I can't do it...
Oh well, let see how things goes...
The video of my class mate, enjoy!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YXviPQlS5jE
You're Physical and Mental need of this freak at 5:50 AM Today lesson totally changed...
You're Physical and Mental need of this freak at 5:24 AM Thing are now really different and seems more quiet now...
My dearest Amber mummy went back to Melbourne for her studies...
Charmaine Daddy just started school...
Peanut has his own friends...
Me? I'm all quiet now that every thing seems to be changing...
Now, my laughter and my smiles seems so fake...
Taking cab now seems so quiet...
Not like that time when we were taking a cab down to far east...
Even though we were in a jam, we were damn high!!!
Hiax, moments are this are left as memories and must be kept well...
I'm sooooo looking forward for my dearest AMBER to come back!!
MUMMY!!! I MISSSSSSSSSSSS YOOOUUUU SOOOO MUUCHHH!!!!
Today was like 'first' day of school....
Been a long time since I went back....
Haven really totally enjoyed my holidays yet though...
The only time I enjoyed my holiday was that 1 week mummy was in S'pore.
Today whole day practical...
Couldn't take out 1 component!! Too weak!!! Sigh!!
After that BAMA (Basic Aircraft Materials and Aerodynamics),
I put my work down to take all the tools...
Ended up people saying they cue up first!!!
HOW F%@KED UP IS THAT!!!!
Ended up not doing anything....
Was calculating the things I had to pay just now in Radio practical...
Didn't want to let anyone know too though.....
But still, sufi found out... But she understand where I came from...
She previously almost quit school cause of this kind of matter too...
Sigh, life sucks when you're broke!!!
Just came back from paying all the bills.....
Have to lent my aunt 400 for don't know what...
Paid the $574.5 for the internet that has been cut...
Remainder only had 282.36....
Paid the water/electricity bill... $280.06....
Now my bank left $2.3!!!!
Just when I got my 1.2K, I'm left with $2.3...
Sigh!!!
Signing off,
With love,
LeGeNdFrEaK
You're Physical and Mental need of this freak at 8:03 AM
I'm busy man!! Gotta understand!!!
Okay, I try to remember what I did and just put it down...
Not gonna be very detailed...
But 1 thing I remember for all of the time not blogging: I'm always sleepy...
keep falling asleep every where!!!
Here it goes!!.....
Saturday went for some Eco-concert....
Stupid school forced us to go... Met Marilyn there!!!
After the concert we went to hang out at Bishan...
(Cause the bloody concert was that freaking far!!)
Chat up and every thing... Updated her bout myself...
Yeah thats mainly it... But the new thing is that Marilyn go a boyfriend!!!
OMG!!!! So happy for her!!!
Great she finally found her happiness!!!
After so long asking her to find 1 BF!!!!
Its been a long time since we talked too... So chat up with her quite a lot...
After that went home instead of meeting my brother at timber...
No money too... So no use going to a pub when you're broke!!
Sunday, went to church late!! Sian!!
Church was pack as usual...
So yea, attended church, went home...
Ate... Watched anime.... Nothing else...
Sunday is always boring!!
Monday worked on the s211 again... did some component...
More difficult than usual... Cannot see but have to remove and install back...
So did that for monday... thats all!!!
Came home early.... Forgot what I did too hahahahaha!!!
Tuesday, went for BAMA theory...
Bloody hell!! 3 slides finish lesson already!!!
Damn lame!!! After that sent the video of my class people dancing...
It was during this leadership camp that we went to and had to perform...
First time see Mr Simon laugh/smile from his heart....
Like usually he will give us that sarcastic smile/laughter but really!!!
This time can really see its true laughter/smile...
After that left class, waited for everyone to finish their re-test before P.E started...
P.E was boring... Had to do 60 push up and sit up...
After that own game... Played sepak tawrak awhile before joining the others in dodge ball...
After P.E waited for the others than go home...
Still can't remember what I did after I got home...
HAHAHAHA...
Wednesday, only had 1 chapter of radio than finished lesson...
Went school for nothing!! NDT finished, afternoon lesson cancelled...
So its like boring lor... No lessons...
Went home, this one I remember what I did!! hahahaha!!
Watched power rangers cause I had no anime to watch...
While loading power rangers watched crows zero II!!
Power sia!!! Its a must watch for Japanese lovers...
Especially if you like those kinda mafia and fighting kinda thing!!!
Great show!!! Oh, the power rangers that I watch is the one that I watch when I was still a kid...
Mighty Morphin Power Rangers!! Go Go Power Rangers!!!
Hahahaha... Reliving my childhood!!!
Did blog on wednesday cause when I started to blog,
My whole com died on me!! Not just once!!!
Stupid laptop!!!!
Today went to school, whole day radio!!!
Damn boring... Morning lesson still okay...
Afternoon one started raining... Was dozing off luh!!!
Head was spinning round and round till I woke up!!
Don't know why also.... This whole week damn tired!!!
But during our lunch break that time...
Council one of my class mates...
A lot of people have been starting to say things about him and so on...
So just help him by counseling him...
After that just talked to the other class mate to help him...
Hopefully something work out luh... Tried my best...
Too lazy to interfere also...
After school rushed home, went to Suntec...
Suppose to work but they needed a manager to take over instead of a staff to count cash for closing...
So I went there kind of for nothing...
Caught up with Aloysius!! Like after how long!!!
He started school already!! Thats good!! Like finally also!!!
Studied at pepper lunch for a while that left...
Sigh, its now getting difficult to be with that group of friends already...
Its like people are already changing...
No idea why the other guys want to cover up for each another...
Sabiq is covering Ash...
Syiqa suppose to do the power point and the report ended up pushing to Sufi...
Sufi pushed back to Syiqa... Keep pushing to each another...
Some how I kena in the end...
It like fine I have to do all the fucking work!!
I'm okay with it!! But why sent me the thing to do only 1 day before having to hand up!!!
Its like I don't even know what to even fucking do!!
And you're giving me last minute thing to do!!!
Its like what the fuck luh!! I may be a freak!!!
But I'm not a miracle worker!!!
You must also give me some time to do right!!!
Sigh, seriously, we talked to you about that guy giving you bad influence and you just ignore us...
I went to the hard approach and you don't like...
What the fuck you want me to do!?
Its like you're a whole new different person...
Not the same responsible person I use to know anymore...
Syiqa, sad to say but I don't think our friendship will even last....
Ash, you are the real ass!! You keep insulting people...
You even brainwash the others to think that Yihui is a suck up...
If you don't know the full story, just shut the fuck up can!!
You call people a suck up, you're the only person sucking up to teacher!!
Teacher is the one asking Yihui to help him!!
Ever heard of trust you dumb fuck!!
Its when people are confident that you can really be of a help
I had enough with you!! You every time insult people,
When people start to make jokes about you you get all unhappy and want to beat the person...
When will you learn that the world don't revolve around you!!!
I don't care if this gets out at all!!
I don't care If I lose my every single friend in the outcome!!
To all you readers out there, this is a message for all of you...
The world does not revolve around you...
So stop thinking you're some big fuck and go around thinking you're the best!!
No one is perfect!!
AND! Don't jump to conclusion if you don't know the full story!!
Not every thing is that simple!!
Ever heard never judge a book by its cover?
well now you do!! Get it in you head people!!
Sorry mummy, have been agitated and busy recently...
You still owe me a mail too... Have been waiting my dear mum!!
Signing off,
With love,
LeGeNdFrEaK
You're Physical and Mental need of this freak at 7:21 AM Sorry, recently have been too busy to blog...
Wednesday went just for NDT...
Forgot that it started at 10!!!
Reached school area around 7.30!!!!
Sigh, damn dumb... Luckily brought laptop...
Loaded some anime and read manga till 9.50 than went to class...
Did my report writing....
After that the rest went for their practical...
Our Radio practical is split into group 1 and 2 luh....
So afternoon is group 2... Monday morning was group 1, my group...
Went to some block.. Slack awhile before trying to complete our project...
Completed it around 4... Suppose to leave but Sabiq gf came...
So slacked and talked and played awhile...
After that went home... Too tried that once I ate I went to sleep...
Thursday suppose to start lesson on 8...
Teacher changed it to 9... around 10.45 we had to present our project...
So we had our theory... Almost fell asleep...
Messaged daddy!!! After that went for the presentation...
No one really came to our booth haha... That sucked!!!
So much for our hard work!!! After the presentation, rushed back..
Brought my grandmother to polyclinic for checkup!!
POLYCLINIC staff is damn dumb luh!!!
Every thing also differ to another place!!!
Stupid, make me go round and round!!!
Its just 1 bloody blood test that I ask for luh!!!
After that brought her home... Left house around 5.45...
Went for some play... Called animal farm...
Quite funny!! After that went to slack before going home...
Wanted to use the com....
But than fell asleep just as I switched on the com....
Friday went for life skills... The project lesson...
teacher talked to us about our project....
Mostly bad things... Sigh....
after that went for CSR... Well, lesson got cancelled cause teacher came late...
Did some admin stuff than left already...
Afternoon had BAMA practical... More like extra lessons luh...
So hang around cause I finished my work already...
Helped the others too... Stupid John and Lohesh sabo me also... KNS..
If they never go tell teacher that the tools spoil even thought I reported it...
I won't kena anything luh!! Stupid bastards!!!
After that got a teacher to help fix the tools and all that...
Than went to help to do Jerry's work...
He had some thing on and he has not been able to do much for his work....
So rushed for him his in the last minute...
Left a few more for him to do... Hopefully teacher lets him to do it....
Sigh, why does life always have to have back stabs and betrayal??
Why can't every one just be equal to each another!!!???
Stupid humans!!!
Mummy, are you alright?? you are worrying me!!!
What happened to you over there???
I promise I will try to do what ever I'm capable of doing now...
Mummy, try to cheer up kay...
Signing off,
With love,
LeGeNdFrEaK
You're Physical and Mental need of this freak at 9:27 PM Sorry, didn't update yesterday...
Didn't stay at home, went to my cousin house to study...
Yesterday had practical test, also called phrase test...
Hm, didn't do well for it at all =(
Did a fatal mistake for the practical part...
Didn't answer any question correctly either...
Sigh, confirm fail that practical already...
Damn F$@KED UP LUH!!!!
I got all the difficult question lor!!!
NBCCB!!!! Stupid!!!
When lunch that time teacher say he disappointed in me!!
WTF!!!! I tried my best sia!!!!
Afternoon practical rushed out my work cause last day..
Managed to finish it!!!
Last minute manage to rivet 1 last rivet...
Than within 5 minutes rivet 8 rivets for syiqa!!
Its like starting you may be slow, yes I understand...
But than you should be fast after like 5 riveting luh!!
Mark hold up his own queue...
My side finished 3 guys than Mark finished!!
Sigh, pity those people not yet do finish yet..
Last day leh!!! Hopefully Mr Simon let the class do on Friday afternoon again...
Today went to school, freaking tired!!
Couldn't even concentrate during lesson!!
Mr Simon teach that time I was almost dozing off already!!
Sigh, lacking of sleep right now...
Had my test before theory...
When I finished, handed my paper...
Pack my stuff, talked to Sabiq...
Forgot he not yet hand in the paper!!!
Mr Simon was like "you all trying to cheat is it!?
Want me void your test paper!!"
Its like how dumb am I luh!! Never see Sabiq still doing!!!
Luckily Mr Simon gave chance!!!
Afternoon had P.E...
Played badminton and slack...
Played this game of guessing numbers with the girls and a few guys...
You have to guess the number, if you guess correctly, you have to do forfeit...
The aim is to not win!!
Had fun with it!! =)
Even P.E teacher was okay with the game...
Next week I'm so playing it again!!
Can slack!! But have to start training for NAFA also =.="
Sigh!! So lazy to even do it luh!!
Every thing also cannot do already!!
Mummy, I miss you!!!
Miss not talking to you!!!
Miss not being able to really have a good laugh with you!!
Miss your HIGH times!!
Especially in the cab that day!!
I wish holidays can faster come!!
Than I get to see you again!!
And also to have that fun that we had!!
I bet daddy miss you too!!
Oh, yea, have to find time to meet daddy too!!
Sigh, why am I getting so busy now!!!
Mummy!!! I miss you!! and you never email me already =(
Signing off,
With love,
LeGeNdFrEaK
You're Physical and Mental need of this freak at 8:16 AM Woke up to a very cold morning...
Over slept half an hour!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!
Rushed out of house to get to school...
Left house without taking my hoody!! Damn dumb!!
So, got caught in the rain... I was shivering in the train luh!!!!
I'm wearing my coverall which covers my arms too but I was shivering!!
Most of the people were looking at me!!
Bet their thinking 'there's a wet cold monkey'
Haha, kidding only luh... No one was looking at me...
All busy rushing to get a sit... Typical Singaporean...
Went for class, was like, watching video all the way luh!!!
Who cares bout the group work thing... I did all I can!!
They don't wanna help than forget it!! I'm not doing all the work!!
After that went for out 'test'
This was quite easy actually.. Difficult is at the questions...
Any how answer lor!! Nothing went into my head from studying yesterday!!
Next week the real CSR test starts!!
The one that needs thermocouple and the sucking machine...
Hope I can do well!!! ><
After the test we had extra BAMA practical...
Asked teacher for it so that we can complete our unfinished work...
Every one took their freaking sweet time thats why!!
ASS!!! Never mind, I made use of my time there today...
Finished most of thing things already!!! =)
Now left riveting and sealing...
AND!!! I have no idea why every one keep calling me!!!
I'm one of the back few people but those advance ones all still ask me things!!
Felt like slapping them... Was doing our work from 1 -5!!!
An incident happen too... A tool spoiled...
We had to find the broken pieces!! and we have to dig the dustbin outside the class!!
The one outside was freaking disgusting!!! Most of the tissue wet!!
Eww, don't want to think about it already...
Couldn't find it and teacher just gave up...
After getting nagged, kept the tools...
Wanted to go home but heavy rain!!
Sain de lor... Got caught in the rain...
Didn't go home after reaching B.Batok.
Sat under the block and watch finish my japanese show on my mp3...
After that played some games....
Have been smoking too of course...
Thats the main reason why I didn't go home to do all those...
The situation of confusion is over...
The relationship is over...
But I have no idea why I hardly feel anything about it...
Is it because my feelings have faded into nothing?
Or am I too busy worrying bout my tests that I don't feel sad about it??
I don't know... But well, I single and available!!
Haha, kidding luh... Not planning to have a relationship till......
Maybe after NS if I'm going next year,
Or if I'm going poly maybe I will find one?
Who knows?? See how..
Signing off,
With love,
LeGeNdFrEaK
You're Physical and Mental need of this freak at 8:27 AM
Teacher lump in CSR (composite structural repair) during lesson..
Bet he did it so that he can just shoot the test to us next Tuesday luh!!
So Simon was the one who teach us today for radio...
Mr Ong no more teaching us...
No more relax pace for the most difficult subject!!!
Tried catching up, missed quite a few thing...
After that CSR, was hardly listening... Started to have headache..
Lesson ended early...
Tried to do our project work after school...
Couldn't gauge the size of the pictures to print out sia!!!
Damn sain!! Have been trying at home too!!
But the thing is that even if we can make the picture to the size we thing is right,
we still can't print out!! No printer!!! ARGH!!!
Why must this kind of shit happens to me!!!
The most fucked up thing is that we need to hand it up tomorrow!!!
Holiday had too much camp already!! Didn't have time to do all those!!
Sigh!!! Hopefully something can work out...
Have not yet study for tomorrow's practical test...
Have been slacking and trying to do my project work so far...
Sigh, hopefully I can start to focus on my studies!!
Sigh, I got this feeling at its really over between me and her...
I have asked myself this "do I really still love her"
Although it was not a Yes or No,
I still got this weird feeling that makes me want to end it..
Even she have been saying we talk even lesser now...
My brother last night asked me too,
"do you still have feelings for her"??
In my heart, I'm really not sure!!!
I'm currently so busy with all my test and so on...
I don't even have time for her...
But I got this feeling that I want her by my side...
But at the same time has this feeling that my feeling for her has faded...
Sigh, I DON'T KNOW!!!!!
Hiax, some times life just like to keep slapping me in my face!!
Stupid thing that have to study
Have to remember the way it is put and the different function of the different things!!!
Jia you for your test mummy!!!
Signing off,
With love,
LeGeNdFrEaK
You're Physical and Mental need of this freak at 7:12 AM Today woke up to a rainy day,
Didn't feel like going to school at all...
Forced myself out of the bed!!
That totally sucked!! Too tired to do any thing!!!
After that took my time to prepare and everything...
Still had so much time left!!! Like WTF!!!
Left house half an hour earlier...
Purposely alighted 1 stop further from the train...
Thought I could waste some time and than meet my friends..
Ended up he was already in school...
So went to school, disturbed John and Syiqa!!
Hahaha, they had to dance in 1 of our camp trip...
I've gotten the video down!! Muhahaha!!
Showed most of my classmates!!
They were like damn paiseh luh!! Reaction damn funny!!
After that we were split into groups of 3 once lesson started...
Did NDT(Non-Destructive Testing)today...
Used FPI(Fluorescent Penetrate Inspection)Method..
Was quite okay.. Fairly easy...
But not sure if we did it correctly..
Still have a report that has to be done...
After that clearing up...
Went to take my book that my friend forgot..
Ended up helping out to clear some leakage thing in the work area...
After clearing everything, we went back to our sit...
Teacher got angry cause there were people who were just watching...
Out of 33 people in our class, 1 was absent, 3 was cleaning...
Teacher was also angry cause the rest just sat there and talked...
Ended up afternoon lesson was cancelled....
So, sigh, nothing for me to do...
Stayed in school and played psp for awhile
After that talked to Tze Fook in the canteen...
Long time never talk to him this much already...
The last time was still in Fairfield...
So yea, talked to him till he had to go back to class than went back home...
Stayed under the block for 1 hour plus after reaching batok...
Smoked and tried to complete this song in DJ max fever....
Finally complete it!! MAX COMBO!!!! HAHAHA!!!
Spent more than 1 hour on the 1 song!!
After that went home...
Now I kinda realized that I'm freaking broke...
I'm only left with 29 bucks to survive me till next month 12!!
I'm so dead!! I wish money could just drop out from the sky!!
Sigh, if only my parents paid all the bills that they owe...
I could have used my 1.2k!!!
Sigh, my start to fast and hide my money from myself lao...
Must abstain from buying all the things I wanna eat!!!
Come on!! I'm sure you can do it!! JIAYOU!!! sigh.. =.=
Thats what I will think but I'm sure I can't do it...
Oh well, let see how things goes...
The video of my class mate, enjoy!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YXviPQlS5jE
Signing off,
With love,
LeGeNdFrEaK
You're Physical and Mental need of this freak at 5:50 AM Today lesson totally changed...
As in we did Wednesday afternoon lesson today instead of the usual Tuesday lesson...
Our practical we did installation and dis-installation?
We worked on the actual aircraft in our school!!
Like finally!! The S211 is finally allowed to get operated on..
Okay, when I was in the cockpit I was like, what the heck are all these!!??
We were suppose to remove a component and check on it before putting it back..
I managed to unscrew it easily, but the pins were stuck...
Couldn't pull out the 2 sockets... So kept doing it...
Gave up and put it back.. Teacher said I suppose to take it out and let him check first!!
Wanted to cheat but couldn't!!!!
So when I finally got it, I think I spoiled something..
Cause the back of the male pins came out..
Suhaimi's turn that time he reported to the teacher and the teacher repaired it...
So I guess it should be okay...
Not my fault anyway, the thing was very loose to begin with!!
But overall, it was a very fun experience!!
Really can't wait for attachment!!
Can't wait to work on the actual aircraft now!!
AND because MUMMY is coming back around that time too!!
Thing between me and her is really different now...
Its just that, I have not been having time cause of loads of stuff now...
And I know that she has her A'levels...
But now, when we message, I seriously don't know if I still have my feelings for her or not!!
We "broke" once, the next day we patched...
But I was not really sure if it could work out...
She asked for a patch cause she felt weird not messaging me...
But if thats the actual reason, what about the "feelings" in a relationship...
Its not that I don't trust her, I think the problem is just with me...
I seriously don't know what to do anymore...
I hope everything will work out... Sigh....
Signing off,
With love,
LeGeNdFrEaK
You're Physical and Mental need of this freak at 5:24 AM Thing are now really different and seems more quiet now...
My dearest Amber mummy went back to Melbourne for her studies...
Charmaine Daddy just started school...
Peanut has his own friends...
Me? I'm all quiet now that every thing seems to be changing...
Now, my laughter and my smiles seems so fake...
Taking cab now seems so quiet...
Not like that time when we were taking a cab down to far east...
Even though we were in a jam, we were damn high!!!
Hiax, moments are this are left as memories and must be kept well...
I'm sooooo looking forward for my dearest AMBER to come back!!
MUMMY!!! I MISSSSSSSSSSSS YOOOUUUU SOOOO MUUCHHH!!!!
Today was like 'first' day of school....
Been a long time since I went back....
Haven really totally enjoyed my holidays yet though...
The only time I enjoyed my holiday was that 1 week mummy was in S'pore.
Today whole day practical...
Couldn't take out 1 component!! Too weak!!! Sigh!!
After that BAMA (Basic Aircraft Materials and Aerodynamics),
I put my work down to take all the tools...
Ended up people saying they cue up first!!!
HOW F%@KED UP IS THAT!!!!
Ended up not doing anything....
Was calculating the things I had to pay just now in Radio practical...
Didn't want to let anyone know too though.....
But still, sufi found out... But she understand where I came from...
She previously almost quit school cause of this kind of matter too...
Sigh, life sucks when you're broke!!!
Just came back from paying all the bills.....
Have to lent my aunt 400 for don't know what...
Paid the $574.5 for the internet that has been cut...
Remainder only had 282.36....
Paid the water/electricity bill... $280.06....
Now my bank left $2.3!!!!
Just when I got my 1.2K, I'm left with $2.3...
Sigh!!!
Signing off,
With love,
LeGeNdFrEaK
You're Physical and Mental need of this freak at 8:03 AM
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Wish List
A new laptop - $600-700+
A new portable hard disk 500GB - $140
Gloves - ?
Skull ring - ?
A new laptop - $600-700+
A new portable hard disk 500GB - $140
Gloves - ?
Skull ring - ?